i'm just envious
10.15.07 (9:44 pm) [edit]wha............ i hate it so much.. the feeling of envy.. because i don't have the right to envy those two lucky person....those two lucky people who became so special to the two special people to me( which have the same surname)...... i envy those pictures which shows their sweetness.... i hate myself for being such a coward.... i must take it out of me... remember, envy is one of the 7 capital sins together with pride, avarice, lust, gluttony,sloth and anger... i'll just play yahoo chess to forget it.. i shouldn't have opened my friendster and multipy account....... -purgatory- Terrace 2: Envy, punishment by having one's eyes sewn shut, and wearing clothing that makes the soul indistinguishable from the ground
posted by: hilagyo (reply)
post date: 10.19.07 (6:42 am)
awwwwwwwwwwwwww kuya!!! :(
posted by: singerakowalangaangal (reply)
post date: 10.21.07 (7:44 am)
hay naku.. the raging hormones of teenagers nga naman!
hahaha
and where did you get that punishment?
hmmm? it seems familiar to me...
posted by: chazer (reply)
post date: 10.21.07 (5:51 pm)
purgatorio ni dante Alighieri...
posted by: (reply)
post date: 10.22.07 (8:37 am)
xori kuya....
i know where u saw those pix..
-shobe chi
posted by: Lalay (reply)
post date: 10.22.07 (7:15 pm)
ENVY! i hate this feeling!
i know for a fact that its not good..
but you know, it's so inevitable!
and i simply can't stand seeing my special someone
with somebody else! aaarg! ahaha!
and the thing that really hurts..
"we're getting envious for no good reason at all..
di naman kayo/kami pero nakakainggit kasi gusto natin tayo yung nandun!"
when i was in fourth year, i and my classmate (dalsy) talked about this..
and then we'd come up of one conclusion..
"envy and jealousy are both signs of a selfish person.."
why?! kasi pag naiinggit/nagseselos ka, gusto mo sa'yo lang..
we've been so possessive sa isang tao na di naman natin pagmamay-ari..
and that's where selfishness enters.. do you agree?
how i wish envy didn't exist! haynaku!
hmm.. we should not be envious/jealous, even if may commitment o wala..
we should not blame other people..
we don't have control over their feelings..
all we have to do is accept the painful truth.. just let it go..
the fact that you're hurt.. stay the same.. continue the friendship..
coz' that the way life goes! :)